So I haven’t been on my blog for a long time now. Today I stopped in to check on a fellow blogger who had gone through IVF. Unfortunately she is still waiting for her sunshine. That is the name of her blog. I was so sure she would get to be a mom this time. All of this has got me thinking, why is it that we have to endure all of the shots, probings, and financial bull shit to end up with no baby. It’s just not fair. I find myself remembering what is was like on our last IUI thinking that for sure this time was different, I was convinced that I was pregnant. Only to POAS and find out that our dreams of becoming a family was gone. Now I find myself confused as to what to do next. We have looked into adoption and were sure that is what we were going to do. But my heart breaks every time I think about how I will never get to go through labor and have them lay my baby on my chest and feel the most powerful type of love anyone will ever feel. So here I am confused and thinking that life just isn’t fair!
Posted by: 1trueluv | May 1, 2010
Life just isn’t fair…….
Posted in Infertility | Tags: Adoption, IUI, IVF
So now that I’m sorta back – I wanna know what’s up with you?!!!
By: 21reena on October 12, 2010
at 1:23 pm
Well we are actually going to meet with a new Dr next Tuesday. We are going to try IUI again. We have just decided that it’s our best option. I am so excited to try again and maybe we will soon have some good news to share. Again I am so excited for you and your two little babies!! I will definitely keep you posted. Glad you are back, it’s going to be nice to have someone to share this with. We have decided not to tell any of our friends and family that we are going to try again. So I will need a shoulder to lean on.
By: 1trueluv on October 13, 2010
at 5:48 pm